Two things on my mind
I had a rough day Thursday. You see, I'm a planner. As long as I can plan, I stay sane. So I had planned, per the doctor's words, that by this Friday, I'd have the results of my biopsy. I'd have a diagnosis. I'd have a plan for treatment. Earlier in the week, they moved my appointment up to Thursday. GREAT. Even better. Then Thursday morning came, I got a call from the nurse & she said my results weren't in yet & wouldn't be until later next week. I'm leaving for Utah on Tuesday for 2 weeks. That means 2 1/2 more weeks of not knowing exactly what is going on in my body. 2 weeks of not knowing what's in store for my future. I was pretty ticked. So what did I do? I headed over to the nail salon & got myself and nice mani/pedi. The DELUXE version. And it felt good. But it didn't FEEL good. I was still pretty unhappy. I was cranky with my kids all day & just in...